christmas!!

I would just like to wish you all a very merry christmas,
and lots of  luck and best wishes for 2012, it has been a bumpy year
this year but we have everything crossed that we will have our dream in 2012...
and to all of you still hoping we are with you !!
MERRY CHRISTMAS X

lovely night!!

Chinese lanterns way up high,
Floating away in the night sky,
For the purpose of our twins,
My heart floats with you in the wind,
You were born to soon, we did not meet,
but in my heart i will always keep!!!

chinese lanterns

well tonight we will sit in our garden and send our lanterns in the air, as we have lost our twins at 18wks due to complications, i hope that our lovely surro mum is ok and recovering from all of this.... i have no words to say how i feel but that people say these things happen for a reason and one day i hope i understand the reason!! For now i will say goodbye to our little boy and girl who were born on the 3rd july 2011!!

12 weeks !!

we have had our 12 wk scan today and its great they have grown so much... how excited i feel looking at there faces on the scans its all starting to feel very real!! twiglet 1 is 69mm and twiglet 2 63mm, cant wait for next scan in a month surrogate is doing really well to, do think about her lots she is just amazing doing this for us x

dreams in delhi:

dreams in delhi: We have just started our journey of surrogacy and at the moment we are 6wks pregnant with a wonderful surrogate mother.... We visited delhi at the begining of march with everything crossed and so far the journey has been above and beyond anything you can think of!!! i know it is early days for us and we have a reduction to go through aswell but we have everything crossed that our dreams can come true !!!